Hi! I’m Dokai.

For the last fifteen years, I lived in a different world. I was a hardcore gamer… playing up to eighteen hours a day, fully immersed in a digital reality. Online, I felt like myself. Offline, the real me was slipping away. Emotions were pushed down. Social situations faded.

My world became a screen and a headset, a controlled environment where I only had to face the next match. Meanwhile, life kept moving. I lost people I loved. Some losses sent me into complete isolation. ADHD and the “will to compete” hyper fixation kept me safe from the real world horrors.

Then my health caught up with me. I was underweight, my bloodwork was off, and my organs were messed up.

Over time, I bulked and worked out. I actually looked human again.

For the first time in years, I felt present.

I realized I’d spent fifteen years living in the wrong world. Now I want to catch up on missed time. This is about a FRESH START.

Proving its never too late to turn things around.

This isn’t just travel for me. It’s my second chance at living.

I’m walking to see the world.

Japan is just the start.